Ive been doing a lot of painting and drawing with copic markers lately, as well as ahving a lot of migraines. I am in my 6th month of my second and last pregnancy and my doc prescribed me vicatin. so far, it makes me feel normal, not woozy or drugged out like many people describe, im having a hard time figuring out why it goes for big $$ on the streets, why would someone become addicted to it.

Been getting more irritated than normal, mostly due to hormones but cant' dismiss all my emotions and blame being prego. Whenever my parents see me drawing or painting, they always ask who im gonna give it away to. and for the past two weeks, ive said, im not giving anything away this time, im bulking up my work because im showing it all in a store window in january. im tired of repeating myself, not being listened to, makes me not want to share, makes me feel like not wanting to talk.

everything seems 5 times harder than it should. getting to sleep, and waking up, very tired yet not sleepy.